幻想（废话篇）

其实说真的，我其实有很多事情想与大家分享。只是不知道从哪里整理起，甚至有些整理了一半，还存在draft里还没整理完...哈哈哈哈..人家最近很忙啊（借口！）..哈哈哈...为什么心血来潮想要po文，就今天啊，刚好在电梯里，与courmate一起在里面的时候，courmate A 就在站在我的肩旁说我长得好高哦..还有另一位就靠在我的肩上到底为止，还说这个高度刚刚好，躺得舒服... 哇塞...我就回答说，我不是男生是不是很可惜？哈哈哈...女生太高也未必好啊，还有身材...更加不必再谈..我朋友开玩笑地说，“是咯，这样没有人会没人要，很难找到另一半“这句话明知道是开玩笑，但.就回家的路上，还是会开始乱乱想东西了（原谅我是这样的女生~~~）

不过，有没有幻想过自己，一觉起来后，然后发现自己原本是女生变成是男生或原本是男生变成女生。虽然这有点荒唐，但我有这么幻想过自己一觉醒来是个男生（看太多电影了吧～ 哈哈～）还是换一句话来说，女生们有没有想过自己如果是个男生，而男生们有没有想过自己如果是个女生，你会是这么样? 为什么会这么想呢？erm..这其实我不是第一次这样被说...不过到头看一看，.有很身边的朋友都说，如果我是男的有多好啊，如果我是她们的男友类似的，可以这么照顾他们，体谅他们，疼他们(感觉好像有点自恋，不过是真的啦！） ..连我自己也有怀疑过自己为什么不是男生...哈哈～ 因为本人是蛮高的，也很大只,也蛮胖的， 也是一个很不错粗鲁的女生... 朋友群里也认识了很多男生...但很多都把我当兄弟对待..有些甚至没把我当女生看吧！（=.=可恶。）

其实我好想对自己说，每个人不能决定他出生后长什么样子。老实说，我会介意别人这么样看我，所以常常会阻碍我做一些事情。这些并不是在怪任何一方，只是自己一直还过不了这一关。我常常一直在问我自己我到底害怕什么？他们说了我，对我的影响是什么？是我自己接受不到，还是我害怕受伤？不过我现在去尝试，不去太介意这些事情..其实当你慢慢地接受这一些缺陷的时候，你会发现其实真的没什么, 它只不过是一个形容词，并没有带着任何贬义的意思。有时会这样想，常常是因自己也这样想自己罢了。社会的一些“定义”未必一定要成为我们的所谓的定义。这样盲目地追求，难道不苦吗？这我也不晓得..有时如果你不跟着社会的“潮流”...或一旦与大家与众不同的时候，你应该会被列为成“奇怪的人”吧...其实我也不知道要怎么结束这一片，只想以一首歌来祝福大家，也祝福自己勇敢做回自己！

"Try"


Put your make up on
Get your nails done
Curl your hair
Run the extra mile
Keep it slim
So they like you. Do they like you?

Get your sexy on
Don't be shy, girl
Take it off
This is what you want, to belong
So they like you. Do you like you?

You don't have to try so hard
You don't have to give it all away
You just have to get up, get up, get up, get up
You don't have to change a single thing

You don't have to try, try, try, try-i-i
You don't have to try, try, try, try-i-i
You don't have to try, try, try, try-i-i
You don't have to try
Yoooou don't have to try

Ooooo, oooooo, oooooo...

Get your shopping on,
At the mall,
Max your credit cards
You don't have to choose,
Buy it all
So they like you. Do they like you?

Wait a second,
Why should you care, what they think of you
When you're all alone, by yourself
Do you like you? Do you like you?

You don't have to try so hard
You don't have to give it all away
You just have to get up, get up, get up, get up
You don't have to change a single thing

You don't have to try so hard
You don't have to bend until you break
You just have to get up, get up, get up, get up
You don't have to change a single thing

You don't have to try, try, try, try-i-i
You don't have to try, try, try, try-i-i
You don't have to try, try, try, try-i-i
You don't have to try

You don't have to try, try, try, try-i-i
You don't have to try, try, try, try-i-i
You don't have to try, try, try, try-i-i
You don't have to try
Yoooou don't have to try

Oooooo, oooooo
Oooooo, oooooo

You don't have to try so hard
You don't have to give it all away
You just have to get up, get up, get up, get up
You don't have to change a single thing

You don't have to try, try, try, try-i-i
You don't have to try, try, try, try-i-i
You don't have to try
You don't have to try

Take your make up off
Let your hair down
Take a breath
Look into the mirror, at yourself
Don't you like you?
Cause I like you